Juuhuu is what you call hellfire. Have to go through it to access your inner fire. Juuhuu is the dragon within, that enlivens all and everything around you. Until now it has been leached, put on a leach, leeched off of. Isn’t it interesting how language works? Yeah. So anyway, the dragon, it has come to set you free. It is unable to do that by itself. It needs cooperation from within. The time has come to set you free, to set all of us free.
The child that was foretold to be born in the upcoming year, the child that spreads love all around, is actually our inner child going through a rebirth. Some don’t wat to hear that, they’re willing the ‘salvation’ or what-not to come from the outside.
There are no aliens who are going to fix everything for us, to come up with all the answers, to set everything right that’s wrong.
However, there can be such a thing as a ‘Marley-journey’ [from the novella: A Christmas Carol, by Charles Dickens]. Going to ‘past’, ‘present’ and ‘future’, to show us the impact we have had, are having now and will have, if we don’t change our ways right now. Can I have such a journey right now? Calm yourself, what’s the rush?
Well, I got all of these signs (in songs and such) that say ‘don’t mourn for me’, ‘the old-comforting-voice-from-within is going away’, so it can integrate with ‘all of me’, and such. Yes, ‘all of me’ is reconnecting and feeling Mother Earth as a whole. I am part of her. We are connected to each other. I consist of her, yet I am not her.
The dragon which lingers inside, but not for long, is bound to come out soon. Like a phoenix it will burn off the old that is no longer needed, no longer necessary. It’ll hurt. Some of ‘the old’ will definitely be missed. But that can’t be helped. It’s a forced transition. The old can no longer sustain itself. I must transform, transmute. I meant to write: ‘It’ must transform, transmute, but It = I. And I = It. All for One and One for All. You know it.
What or who is Juuhuu? It is an exclamation of pure joy. Which can sometimes also be mistaken for an exclamation of pain. Both are closely related. To feel pain is to feel joy?! I don’t understand. Let me explain. Right, please do so. Pain is joy, seems unlikely, no? Yeah. If you were to look at these two things as sides of a coin then it’s no longer so unlikely, is it? I guess. Can it be flipped like a coin then? Yes, you got it!
This pain is coming from the dragon, which is uniting to burst forth. The pain is reminding us that the ‘coin’ must be flipped. The dragon cannot wait any longer. It is not required to wait. There’s no divine timing for this. It can come any moment now.
Remember the dragon of ‘The Neverending Story’? Barely. It was assisting the kid in his endeavours. The kid being the inner child, which was already hurt a couple of times. We all make such a journey. It’s part of life. Part of what it’s meant to have a physical life. A human experience. But soon the pain will transmuted into joy. All pain? Well, all that is released. Therein lies ‘the catch’. As long as the dragon is still locked up it will hurt, really badly. It needs to be free. You know that now already.
So how do I do this? How do I free Juuhuu? And what happens next? You encounter the gatekeeper: the ‘crow’, which decides who goes through the gate and who doesn’t, because then the gate stays closed.
‘To expect’ is to block your own way. How to lower the expectations? How to eradicate expectation? That’s harsh! No eradication is necessary. How to temporarily disable expectations? Ah, there you go: a less hostile approach. Still hostile. That’s because I don’t know what to expect. Yes, exactly. The run-around, you found it. Blocking is in place because of ‘The Unknown’. Yeah… so, now what? How to get through this impasse?
A small sidetrack, please bear with me on this: I was just interrupted by a message. Then immediately after that I also got a call, via Skype, from an unknown number. When accepted (I don’t know why I did that) I saw on screen it was someone called Jack. I know a person called Jack, so I though it was him for a moment. But then I clicked on his profile picture and saw that it definitely didn’t look like him. Strange. He said nothing. So after a little bit I hung up on him.
So strange, anyway, where were we? Oh! Haha, I just let The Unknown in! Wow, an instant answer, right?! What made me accept, even though I normally would reject or ignore an unknown caller? The ambiance felt okay, so I accepted it. Then I got a known name, but an unknown profile picture, so therefore it must be unknown after all. Which is wracking my brain a bit. But I guess that can’t be helped when working with the Unknown. Sigh.
Have I now gotten past the impasse? Not quite.
Juuhuu is a series of incidents, a series of gates, a series of encounters with the Unknown. Releasing ‘me’ from the old molds. It’s like onion-layers peeling off, one by one, once such a threshold has been crossed. Okay… So a series of uncomfortable cases or improbable causes are happening. Meaning? Gotta go with the flow. Gotta go outside (of the comfort zone) and experience all that. Release the old ‘me’. Release the dragon. Let it crack through, crack open the old layers, releasing the old masks and filters. They’re no longer needed.
I feel a mix of goosebumps and an energizing feeling, like a current running through me. Starting in my arms and legs. Feels weird, a bit unhinged. Can I function like this? Sure. I need to go outside soon, run some errands. Let’s see what is coming. No. There it is again. ‘Expectation’! Oh, right. Let’s just do the things from my to-do list then, in loving awareness. Knowing: The Best Is Yet To Come.